When I cried in the dark When I feared Allah sincerely in my heart When I tried to read my salah on time When shaitaan would interfere in my mind When I thought I was hopeless and lost When I had faith and trust in God When I stopped my tongue from saying foul words When I spoke against the blasephomy I heard When I lowered my gaze as Allah commands When I struggled with men to not shake hands When I closed my ears to shaitaan's songs When I clicked the remote and stopped watching all haraam When I opened up Qur'an and read all I could When finally ISLAM I understood

am a Muslim I am happy to say When I wake up first thing that comes to mind is to thank Allah for granting me another day, Today I will strive to be a better Muslim than I was just yesterday. I hope when I die to be greeted with peace and paradise. Only Allah knows my true destiny to him I belong and to him I shall one day return.

Associating anything with Allah 02. Murder 03. Practising magic 04. Not Praying 05. Not paying Zakat 06. Not fasting on a Day of Ramadan without excuse 07. Not performing Hajj, while being able to do so 08. Disrespect to parents 09. Abandoning relatives 10. Fornication and Adultery 11. Homosexuality(sodomy) 12. Interest(Riba) 13. Wrongfully consuming the property of an orphan 14. Lying about Allah and His Messenger 15. Running away from the battlefield 16. A leader's deceiving his people and being unjust to them 17. Pride and arrogance 18. Bearing false witness 19. Drinking Khamr (wine) 20. Gambling

Three pains attacked my heart at once, Being a captive, Being lonely, and the pain of my Friend; The paine of captivity and loneliness can be dealt with; but, the pain of my Friend, The pain of my Friend, The pain of my Friend. My pain and cure is from Friend, My passion and heartache is from Friend; Even if they skin me alive, They shall never separate my soul from my Friend. Oh Allah listen to my pain, You are the Friend of the lonely; Everyone is saying I don't have a friend, You are my Friend, I don't need other friends. My pain is a real paine, My pain is my sorrow; My pain is with me like a friend, My pain won’t let me lonely; I adore this pain for that, it is a sincere friend.

A Book that is full of answers, A Book that makes you cry. A Book that makes you notice, How much harder you can try. A Book that makes you realize, What true love really is... A Book that gives you direction, for all of life’s tough biz. A Book that gives you hope, that Someone somewhere’s watching over you. A Book that helps you out, Through all the times your blue. A Book that was revealed to our beloved Prophet(SAWS), over a period of 23 years Once you put faith into this Book, You can handle worldly fears. A gift sent down from Heaven, A treasure from above, Written proof that shows us How blessed we are with Allah(SWT’s) love!

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Tonight when I am here watching T. V I couldn't pay attention to it, as I usually do. My Mom called me for dinner But I just couldn't eat tonight. My father took me for a walk after dinner. But tonight I wasn't able to enjoy. The wind blew my cufi (prayer cap) away I didn't care to run after it. After all we are going to leave everything here, The only thing we'll take are our good deeds. My friend died last night in his sleep. It could've been me! But am I ready? Ready to meet Allah? Am I ready to face the difficulties of qaber(grave) Will I ever be ready? May Allah guide us all.(ameen)