Knowing Me is Remembering Me Forever...

By: Freckles Mood: Full of life Date: 08/19/2007 01:05:29 Music: None

I had a really close friend. I dont really know what to call him now. It seemed that we would never lose touch of each other. We would spend hours upon hours talking, conflicting and talking again. There were so many differences but there seemed to be a like and a life like bond. I felt as though he was trying to mold me into what he felt would be an acceptable woman when, I am too free of a spirit to conform to the guidelines of his ideals. I will never stay home and conform. I love myself and everything around me. He did too however, his fear of losing everything he was taught though out his lifetime would not allow it. We lost touch for a few months.

I moved on to another male, he moved on to another female. The only difference is I never tried to imply that he had to be a certain way to built something. I would never lose myself to gain the desire of someone else.

I am like no other woman that he will ever have in his life. Once you have really known me, you remember me for the rest of your life. The female who he is with could not never have that impact. There is a difference between wanting and settling. He missed out on having me in his life and the benefits that come with it. There is one chance to have a woman like me and once I am gone... I don't turn back. He will move on and may be spend the rest of his life with a significant other however, he could never have me. I have forever removed myself... friendship and all.