[i hv a problem i lost  the man i loved cz of my sister ]???....wht should i do about it???

[i lost my best my bestfriend!cz of some bullshit.}??

[i lost my mam and dad trust i dont think they will ever talk to me again.]

i am f%/#ed up now i dont knw if i should kill my self cz there is no way out.i need u gays to tell me wht i should do i need help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!