DATE: 04/16/2007 12:33:21 / MOOD: Disapointed

It’s been 4years since I have seen you, and ever since I have been glued to you.

I still see you in my dreams, I still see you next to me but it’s not what it seems.

You and me we belong

Together so strong.

I miss that gentle kiss on my lips.

I miss the little things we used to do.

I miss everything about you.

You were my one and only boo.

The only nigga that was so true.

You thought I didn’t know but believe me B I knew.

You probably think that I am gone, never once did you ever make me yawn, always kept me up and entertaining till dawn.

I wish I can come back to you but I cant your…your…Yo I need to let it go, I don’t want to but I have to.yo this is just wrong.

It used to be me and you through thick and thin.

Me and you when the SHIT begins.

But now I guess someone is else is starting to take your place in my heart. I knowif you were here you would have stopped that from the start.

Me and you were meant to be no joke, no lie but your family messed it up for you B.

Even though we are far apart believe me till this day I still think about you, and I just cant believe that I said we are through.

You got some kinda hold on me so strong that I had to write this, and believe me B you’re the only person that I will ever miss.

You were like my Candle guiding me through the light, the kind of person who opens up your sight so bright…

I want you to know I did what I had to do I didn’t do for myself but for you too.

I still wish to be with you today but I have to remember that I cant I guess that’s how life is and I need to get you out of life I moved from that area stopped hanging around at you know our spot…You did a lot for me and I cant say I still love you or have any feelings for you but I feel like I do and I know I shouldn’t .

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DATE: 03/14/2007 22:18:42 / MOOD: Angry

Listen here guys, okay I get the fact that your doin thang but listen stop spamming my inbox I hate niggaz( no names) Just send a pm just to say hi wtf is up with that? Um..Excuse me you can just leave a comment on my page lets just say. I would love to reserve my inbox for important things that cannot be shared in the public..Murda and Amalparis you get wat I am talkin abt..Walahi bilahi this is dumb and stupid spamming my inbox just to say hi, how are u doing? and the otha ones PLZ GO LEARN THE MEANING OF LEAVING A PERSON ALONE FUCK OFF NIGGA!!!!

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DATE: 03/11/2007 01:16:26 / MOOD: General

While the others say so? , you never seem to let go.

When I needed advice you were to give it to me,You were there to watch out for me.So I guess you were sent for me.

But I cannot do anything without you,I need your advice on every single thing that I do.

I love you like my sister forever,from your ideas to advices your real clever.

When I get tears full in my eyes,You are the only one there to ask me why?

Your very wise, one thing you taught me is to never keep my eyes off the prize.

When it comes to complicated things you really know how to explain,always telling me I got the beauty, personality, and the brain.

See that’s why I don’t call you friend because we are blood,always there to help me when I fall in the mud.

So here in my poem I just want to say thank you,And do what you got to do.

Because I know with you in my life I will never be lost and always find the way, one thing I will never feel is dismay.

When I am feeling crappy, you know exactly what to say to make me happy.

Even though we are far apart, your always in my heart.

We are sisters for life, not just any sisters we are one that will never fight,

So close to tight, one that will always lead into the light.

For always being there for me I want to thank you for that.

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DATE: 03/10/2007 19:38:27 / MOOD: Other

For You………

I’ve never felt this before; my love for you is soo strong baby,I could drop dead on the floor.

You’re too much for me baby more then I can bear, more then I can spare, more then I can dare.

You make me feel as if I am the one and only,

with you in my life I will never be lonely.

Your sweet words that always make me melt, in a way that I have never felt.

Just with a kiss you give me the power tounlock the secrets held in your heart, because we were designed together like the beautiful art.

Your so warm, so tender, so slick, out of all the millions I was the one you picked.

You’re my star shinning so bright, the way touch, feel, and explore every night…

For you are the one I live for,For you are the one is in my core.

For you that I breathe,For you are the one that I would seize.

For you that I touch, Soo much too much.

For you that I hear,For you that I only Cheer.

To you now I hope everything is clear,I love you and don’t make things complicated do you hear?

For every minute, day, week, and month of the year its you that I look forward…I want both of us to be happy instead of shedding tears…

Lets stop the break up baby, and forget about the things that surround us and lets kiss and make up.

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DATE: 03/10/2007 19:34:00 / MOOD: General

As soon as I open my eyes, you’re the first to come to my mind.

I’m clueless without you, I don’t know what to do..

From sunrise to sunset, you’re the one I’ll never forget…

I am going to be honest and I am not going to lie, one thing that will break my heart is us saying goodbye.

See I never doubted you nor did I ever think less, and whatever you wanted I was always there to say yes.

Even though we had our ups and downs and you put me through a lot of stress, let me pray that is more of a success then of a mess.

Fuck all them Haters they can hate any day, that’s their job and forget about what they got to say.

They are jealous because we are good together, and they cant dos%&t about it but they can keep on hating forever.

You know I love you like no other, and it’s a fact we were made for each other.

In your heart is where I belong, believe in yourself because that feeling that you have is not wrong.

Listen to your heart and whatever it sings, remember it will only lead you to good things…

Even though you are the one I cant live without, have faith and never doubt.

But now since you are here I have nothing to fear, and all I want to do is stay near…

Never leave just stay as close as possible, but is this feeling impossible??

Can you be stuck on a person like this? Be addicted to them like ecstasy?

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DATE: 03/10/2007 19:25:58 / MOOD: Full of life

When……..

So when you used to say I love you, none of it was true?

Andwhen you used to call me your baby girl, got me thinking that I was your one and only in this world.

When you used to call me baby and give me a kiss on the cheek, you would be on my mind from days to weeks.

And when you used to call me everyday, you always knew what to say. Got me thinking that you would always stay.

When you used to call me boo none of it was true?

But you know what? I am sick and tired it, and guess what? I am through with you!!!!

When we used to go out together, telling me that you wouldAlways stay with me no matter what the weather….

But you really thought that I didn’t know you were still creeping with heather?

And when you’re buying me from Gucci to Loui vitton and things that resemble leather, boy it doesn’t matter because we will never again be together…

When you used to live with me, boy I don’t need to agree to your plea…Don’t you see that we were once “we”???

But thank god it’s over now and I can say that I am free……..

Now I don’t care anymore, I still can’t believe you were the one that I adored…

I don’t care what your going to do I like I already said I am already through with you!!!

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DATE: 03/10/2007 18:40:05 / MOOD: Disapointed

MY Best-friend…………………..

When I first came to high school you were the first to say hi, the first to thank me for my smile….

When I needed a friend you were there. No matter what I did when it came to judging you were always fair.

When I needed a helping hand you were there to lend.

When I needed a shoulder to cry on, you were never gone.

When I was having boy issues you were there to make me laugh and comfort me, instead of handing me the tissues.

When I needed back up, you were always there to say what’s up?

When I failed you didn’t care, you were still there.

When I succeed in whatever I did you always agreed. Till death we shall proceed.

When I was having complicated issues with my parents, we all had our moments. And yes I know I need to make some improvements.

When School was stressing me out, without no doubt you never let me down.

We were so close people use to think that we were dating, your reply was cute “I wish but she man already, so basically I am just waiting”…

But you know what this poem is about.You know whom I cant live without.Who I write about.Who I talk about.Who I think about.

When I was sick even though you had another chick but when I called, you would drop everything you had real quick.

Just to come see me.Best friend we will always be.

When I needed a brother, you were like not other.

When I was heartbroken, you were the first to show me some love tell me to forget him…Looool I still remember that day you tried to kill him…

When I needed some advice, I never thought twice because you were always precise…

When I reached my goal. A person like you who keeps making me thrive for some more.

When there was rumors that I did such and such, I know you didn’t believe because you’re the last person who would ever leave, and that’s a big sign of relieve.

When I just needed some one, you truly taught me the meaning of fun.

How could’ve I been so blind this whole time? That a real man was sitting right next to me, but I just couldn’t see….

Remember how we used to play B-Ball together? You were more then a friend more like my brother…

But still we played till seven, in that cold azz weather.

Then sit on the bench start talking about our day, how we both had each other’s way.

Then play some more B-ball until it got late; I’m guessing more like eight.

You walked me home me home then you “accidentally” kissed me, boy you cant lie to me I have known you ever since sixth grade.
I don’t know about you but I am ready to start calling you my boo..


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DATE: 03/10/2007 18:11:07 / MOOD: Bored

I AM A CHILD BORN TO………….

I am a child born to lead,I am a child born to help those in need.

I am a child born to lead the confused,
I am a child born to lead those that don’t follow the rules.

I am a child born to lead you,
I am a child born to give you a clue.

I am a child born and sent from above,
I am a child born to spread the love.

I am child born to be proud,
I am a child born to clear away the clouds.

I am a child born to tell the truth,
I am a child born to lead the youth.

I am a child born to make people glow,
I am a child born to make people say hello.

I am a child born to see smiles on peoples faces,
I am a child born to make the grace.

I am a child born to love,
I am a child born to get a hold of.

I am a child born to make peace in the world,
I am a child born to take people to their dream world.

I am a child born to explore,
I am a child born to add peace just once more in this world.

I am a child born to care,
I am a child born to call people for prayer.

I am a child born to change,
I am a child born to be strange.



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