DATE: 09/19/2008 06:32:36 / MOOD: Lonely

إنا للـــه وإنـــا اليــــه لراجعون اللهم اغفر لها وارحمها ، وعافها واعف عنها ، لقِّها الأمن والبشرى والكرامة والزلفى ، اللهم إن كانت محسنتاً فزد في حسناتها ، وإن كانت مسيئتاً فتجاوز عن إساءتها ، اللهم اغسلها بالماء والثلج... والبرد ، نقها من الخطايا كما ينقى الثوب الأبيض من الدنس ، أبدلها أهلاً خيراً من أهلها ، وداراً خيراً من دارها ، وجيراناً خيراً من جيرانها ، اللهم لا تحرمنا أجرها ، ولا تفتنا بعدها ، واغفر لنا ولها. أمــــــيــــــــن O Allah, place within her heart light, and upon her tongue light, and within her ears light, and within her eyes light, and place behind her light and in front of her light and above her light and beneath her light. O Allah, bestow upon her light.’ ‘O Allah, distance her from her sins just as You have distanced The East from The West, O Allah, purify her of her sins as a white robe is purified of filth, O Allah, cleanse her of her sins with snow, water, and ice.’ O Allah, forgive her, have mercy upon her, guide her, enrich her, grant her sustenance and raise my rank.’ O Allah, I ask you to grant her Paradise and refuge her from the Fire.’ ‘O my Lord, forgive her and turn towards her (to accept her repentance). Verily You are The Oft-Returning. The Oft-Forgiving.’ Amin amin amin amin amin amin amin amin amin amin amin amin amin amin Thank u for being the special person, that you are , And thank you for the endless love That has stretched so far ,thank you, for the love and care that I have known And thank you for my mother through her , your love has shown Thank you is not enough but yet I say this quite true Thank you most specially for being my grandmother , for you . I am sure all of you love your grandmothers, and you would say that she is the best grandmother ever, well am just sorry you didn’t know mine … My grandmother was the center of my universe. she is where I always used to go for an ultimate care and an unconditional love, even some times when we are far away her love was always through my mother shown, She always had the time for even the silliest things, which she made you feel weren't silly at all. She taught me the values and morals that I have carried through life, not by telling, but by living them herself. I never had to wonder where she was, she was always "there". Although she has been gone now for few days, there is seldom anything in my life that happens, good or bad, that I do not share with her even now, in prayer. Not only did she take care of her own children but she raised other children as well...fed the hungry and clothed the naked. Nestle the homeless and became a mother and father for the parentless. As I am writing these lines now I have picture of her in my head , setting at the garden following me with her eyes it’s a picture I can't erase, although she was wealthy she never kept anything for herself, she has out-lived all her children but one. And awaits the lord bring them home to her, so she can have a reunion with her family. which was an answered call from Allah at her last hours .I ask her how she keeps going she says she has all her trust and faith in Allah and he has sustained her.... Her heart aches for those that have went on before her..... She is a wondrous and beautiful woman to me...who serves Allah with everything in her power, and says the most beautiful thing she could ever experience would be to see the face of Allah. I know that she is in a better place than ours, with better than humans, especially as we are in the holy month of Ramadan, a month of mercy .where people receive a special treatment. I comfort and solace myself for my lost; she will live in my memory as a loving and doting grandma forever. As a garden of Love grew in my heart. As a mother who had a second chance, as a mercy from god did well her job, I will always love you and miss you, and until we meet again in Janna I will always pray for you grandma.

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DATE: 02/16/2008 08:13:08 / MOOD: General

When she walks away from you mad [ Follow her ] When she stare's at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hit's you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she start's cussing at you [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignore's you [ Give her your attention ] When she pull's away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she lay's her head on your shoulder [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ] When she steal's your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night] When she tease's you [ Tease her back and make her laugh ] When she doesnt answer for a long time [ reassure her that everything is okay ] When she look's at you with doubt [ Back yourself up ] When she say's that she like's you [ she really does more than you could understand ] When she grab's at your hands [ Hold her's and play with her fingers ] When she bump's into you [ bump into her back and make her laugh ] When she tell's you a secret [ keep it safe and untold ] When she looks at you in your eyes [ dont look away until she does ] When she misses you [ she's hurting inside ] When you break her heart [ the pain never really goes away ] When she says its over [ she still wants you to be hers ] When she repost this bulletin [ she wants you to read it ] - Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything. - When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go - When she says she's ok dont believe it, talk with her - because 10 yrs later she'll remember you - Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her - Call her before you sleep and after you wake up - Treat her like she's all that matters to you. - Tease her and let her tease you back. - Stay up all night with her when she's sick. - Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid. - Give her the world. - Let her wear your clothes. - When she's bored and sad, hang out with her. - Let her know she's important. - Kiss her in the pouring rain. - When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's ass am I kicking babe?"

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DATE: 11/12/2007 05:13:54 / MOOD: In love

Getting a girl of your dreams is much like getting the car of your dream. But unlike a car which you can always bargain for, there is nothing like a 20 percent discount in courting the girl of your dreams, she's so sweet a thing to be discounted, you dearly are in love with her and your feelings for her can only be communicated not by the words of the mouth, but by the words of the heart. Getting the girl actually depends on how big your heart is – faint   heart, never won fair lady. The first step in the heart-winning exercise for any man is to make a good impression. In your doing so, you don't have to talk, dress or do the common things that all the Faraxs do to get a decent girl's attention. Be unique, that's all you need. Be a man of his own style. Dress decently - indecency can make one be mistaken for arrogance; watch your language - obscene language gives the impression of immaturity, being uncultured and cheap; be a man of good habits - don't drink or smoke like any other loser. Let her fall in love gradually. Romance is an important part of falling in love. Once upon the time  in College a guy had a crush on the most beautiful lady in his first year lol. Though all senior guys were out to get that girl, he managed to divert her attention from the other guys. he wrote her three letters without disclosing his identity and slid into her room secretly; all he said was 'Yours Secret Admirer.' The first letter contained the meaning of her name, that he got by playing around with the initials of her name to make meaning. The second was a funny message that could only be read backwards and it was all about her physique and her smartness. In the third letter he told the girl to be ready to receive a rose flower from her admirer, but only if she could be kind enough to phone him using a number that he had included in the letter. The girl did phone him that very night, and her first words to him were, "Hallo Secret Admirer." So, the story of their love affair came to be. Later she told him that was so creative of him, no one had approached her in that manner .he made her fall in love with him in the romantic manner. Befriending and understanding the girl you are out to get is the next important thing. This is what he also did. You have to understand that as a lady, she loves to be loved, adores to be adored and needs to be needed. This will move you closer to the girl and you'll get to know what she's into, what she likes and dislikes, and what her style is. Love is built upon friendship and it always leaves individuals better off having known each other should they break up. he and his College steady were to break some time later but to date, they are the best of buddies. Be sure that bringing out the selflessness friend in you will make her create room for you in her heart. A shoulder to lean on and some good friend that she can always turn to is all that a lady wants. Please don't hesitate to be helpful and supportive. Be that friend who rekindles her zeal of hardworking and restoring hope back into her life when she looses hope. This above all other things will make you her daily vitamin simply because you bring out the best in her in terms of personality and character. In you, she'll have found that friend whom she can open up to, share with and advice each other on the rights and wrongs, the dos and don'ts of life. Don't forget to always be there to celebrate the good times, and to lend an ear when the girl needs you to listen as a friend. Make the girl feel special; because she's someone's friend - your friend, and let her know that she too has touched your life in a unique way like no one else could. Compliment her for her company and for being there when you needed her, when you felt sad and all alone. Show appreciations for the comfort the girl offers you and for making you smile. In your day to day talks, share your dreams, your world, and every aspect of your life with your girl. Always dream with her, build with her, and always cheer her on and encourage her. Tell your girl how you always think about her even when you try not to think about her. Let the girl know that she's your first thing in the morning and the last thing when you go to bed at night. Her knowing that you were thinking of her when you slipped beneath the softness of your blanket and gave in to the bliss of sweet dreams, will make her go 'my my' and her heart will sing your name all the year round .You have to be creative and constructive to keep girl's interest in you so full of life.  one time a guy told his girlfriend to be to imagine they are both deaf and dump. We then sat opposite each other on the table and started sharing their feelings for each other using eyes and hand signs. It turned out to be some fun. There was also this time that they were in the library and they decided they are not going to speak to each other verbal, so he wrote a love note on a paper and passed it across the table to her, she replied and on and on they carried on our love on paper conversation till we almost exhausted a whole rim of paper. At sometime, he noticed that some guys sited with them on the table were enjoying their ordeal than their studies. Such are the things that made the girl embrace his world.   she suggested that they play deaf and dump two years after they broke up, can you imagine that? Never fail to phone her, even when she least expects it. A guy once called some girl that he was interested in at four o'clock in the morning. When inquiring of what he was doing up so early, he told her he was in thirteenth heaven, where people think of their loved ones when they can't sleep. Wow! First thing early the next morning, she was at his door with a king-sized hug for him. No matter how many dates you take her, don't make any elbow exceeding moves after any date, . Don't kiss her when she expects you to. Your respect as a gentleman will be earned on how patient you are with her when it comes to such matters as kissing her. The writing is on the wall that you want her, but you can't have her just yet. Increase your demand. Try to show her that men are also hard to get at times. Make her realize that when she feels a little dizzy, a little tired, a little sad, a little sick, a lot bored and very much cold, she's actually missing vitamin you. By this time, she'll be so much into you and since love is truthful and is characterized by open and honest communication, honestly promise her your everlasting devotion, loyalty, respect, and your unconditional love for a lifetime. Prove to her that you'll always be there for her, to listen and to hold her hand, and that you'll always do your best to make her happy, and feel loved. Remember, patience is the key to her heart; be like that gardener watching a fruit as it hangs on the tree, day after day admiring it, but, exercising tremendous self-discipline, neither feeling the fruit, nor pinching it, nor testing it to see if it is ready. And then, one day he holds out his hand and the fruit simply drops into it, ripe, warm and eager to be eaten. The patience and self-control which you practice will make you more attractive and charming. This will qualify you as her daily vitamin and win you that heart hers. I wish you to meet the girl of your dreams ASAP, make her fall in love with you, and make her feel the happiest girl in the world! AND FARAX I guarantee  You’ll  GET YOUR XALIMO… 

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DATE: 11/09/2007 04:29:54 / MOOD: General

 Getting a girl of your dreams is much like getting the car of your dream. But unlike a car which you can always bargain for, there is nothing like a 20 percent discount in courting the girl of your dreams, she's so sweet a thing to be discounted, you dearly are in love with her and your feelings for her can only be communicated not by the words of the mouth, but by the words of the heart. Getting the girl actually depends on how big your heart is – faint   heart, never won fair lady. The first step in the heart-winning exercise for any man is to make a good impression. In your doing so, you don't have to talk, dress or do the common things that all the Faraxs do to get a decent girl's attention. Be unique, that's all you need. Be a man of his own style. Dress decently - indecency can make one be mistaken for arrogance; watch your language - obscene language gives the impression of immaturity, being uncultured and cheap; be a man of good habits - don't drink or smoke like any other loser. Let her fall in love gradually. Romance is an important part of falling in love. Once upon the time  in College a guy had a crush on the most beautiful lady in his first year lol. Though all senior guys were out to get that girl, he managed to divert her attention from the other guys. he wrote her three letters without disclosing his identity and slid into her room secretly; all he said was 'Yours Secret Admirer.' The first letter contained the meaning of her name, that he got by playing around with the initials of her name to make meaning. The second was a funny message that could only be read backwards and it was all about her physique and her smartness. In the third letter he told the girl to be ready to receive a rose flower from her admirer, but only if she could be kind enough to phone him using a number that he had included in the letter. The girl did phone him that very night, and her first words to him were, "Hallo Secret Admirer." So, the story of their love affair came to be. Later she told him that was so creative of him, no one had approached her in that manner .he made her fall in love with him in the romantic manner. Befriending and understanding the girl you are out to get is the next important thing. This is what he also did. You have to understand that as a lady, she loves to be loved, adores to be adored and needs to be needed. This will move you closer to the girl and you'll get to know what she's into, what she likes and dislikes, and what her style is. Love is built upon friendship and it always leaves individuals better off having known each other should they break up. he and his College steady were to break some time later but to date, they are the best of buddies. Be sure that bringing out the selflessness friend in you will make her create room for you in her heart. A shoulder to lean on and some good friend that she can always turn to is all that a lady wants. Please don't hesitate to be helpful and supportive. Be that friend who rekindles her zeal of hardworking and restoring hope back into her life when she looses hope. This above all other things will make you her daily vitamin simply because you bring out the best in her in terms of personality and character. In you, she'll have found that friend whom she can open up to, share with and advice each other on the rights and wrongs, the dos and don'ts of life. Don't forget to always be there to celebrate the good times, and to lend an ear when the girl needs you to listen as a friend. Make the girl feel special; because she's someone's friend - your friend, and let her know that she too has touched your life in a unique way like no one else could. Compliment her for her company and for being there when you needed her, when you felt sad and all alone. Show appreciations for the comfort the girl offers you and for making you smile. In your day to day talks, share your dreams, your world, and every aspect of your life with your girl. Always dream with her, build with her, and always cheer her on and encourage her. Tell your girl how you always think about her even when you try not to think about her. Let the girl know that she's your first thing in the morning and the last thing when you go to bed at night. Her knowing that you were thinking of her when you slipped beneath the softness of your blanket and gave in to the bliss of sweet dreams, will make her go 'my my' and her heart will sing your name all the year round .You have to be creative and constructive to keep girl's interest in you so full of life.  one time a guy told his girlfriend to be to imagine they are both deaf and dump. We then sat opposite each other on the table and started sharing their feelings for each other using eyes and hand signs. It turned out to be some fun. There was also this time that they were in the library and they decided they are not going to speak to each other verbal, so he wrote a love note on a paper and passed it across the table to her, she replied and on and on they carried on our love on paper conversation till we almost exhausted a whole rim of paper. At sometime, he noticed that some guys sited with them on the table were enjoying their ordeal than their studies. Such are the things that made the girl embrace his world.   she suggested that they play deaf and dump two years after they broke up, can you imagine that? Never fail to phone her, even when she least expects it. A guy once called some girl that he was interested in at four o'clock in the morning. When inquiring of what he was doing up so early, he told her he was in thirteenth heaven, where people think of their loved ones when they can't sleep. Wow! First thing early the next morning, she was at his door with a king-sized hug for him. No matter how many dates you take her, don't make any elbow exceeding moves after any date, . Don't kiss her when she expects you to. Your respect as a gentleman will be earned on how patient you are with her when it comes to such matters as kissing her. The writing is on the wall that you want her, but you can't have her just yet. Increase your demand. Try to show her that men are also hard to get at times. Make her realize that when she feels a little dizzy, a little tired, a little sad, a little sick, a lot bored and very much cold, she's actually missing vitamin you. By this time, she'll be so much into you and since love is truthful and is characterized by open and honest communication, honestly promise her your everlasting devotion, loyalty, respect, and your unconditional love for a lifetime. Prove to her that you'll always be there for her, to listen and to hold her hand, and that you'll always do your best to make her happy, and feel loved. Remember, patience is the key to her heart; be like that gardener watching a fruit as it hangs on the tree, day after day admiring it, but, exercising tremendous self-discipline, neither feeling the fruit, nor pinching it, nor testing it to see if it is ready. And then, one day he holds out his hand and the fruit simply drops into it, ripe, warm and eager to be eaten. The patience and self-control which you practice will make you more attractive and charming. This will qualify you as her daily vitamin and win you that heart hers. I wish you to meet the girl of your dreams ASAP, make her fall in love with you, and make her feel the happiest girl in the world! AND FARAX I guarantee  You’ll  GET YOUR XALIMO…By: Jr-fadal

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