The sight and hearing are the tools for the believer.  You see and hear, but how much are you really seeing and hearing? The eyes are the messengers of the heart so ask: what are you feeding your soul? We ALL have a task yet only a FEW know and NONE can repay the Ultimate Giver. The majority over the minority eh? But see not that all but a few are astray calling to the ways of Iblees the accursed? The majority over the minority eh? Allah GIVES and FORGIVES yet man GETS and FORGETS. If I follow you and your ways then I set up none but my soul and *looking down* the fall proves to always be hard. Then ask is the living heart like the one that is dead? The nourishment of the God-fearing expands their hearts and runs in their veins....making that the essence of their lives. They search and give up the way of the majority living a life of "extremism" their orthodox ways frowned upon. If I follow you and your ways then I set up none but my soul and the fall proves to always be hard. The pleasure of the Almighty and the entrance of His Paradise are the driving force of the minority. The majority of mankind knows not, the majority of mankind understands not, the majority of mankind believes not, the majority of mankind thanks not. Allah creates and in the best of forms He bestows upon mankind and behold mankind stands as an open opponent! You wish to sin, steal, and deceive. Will you sin on the Most Merciful’s land?, and steal that which was to be given to you and deceive knowing Ar-Rahman watches over u. The majority over the minority eh? Funny the places life takes us and the lessons found within its depths. But the majority of mankind understands not. Take pleasure in your kufr for sometime time for even the most evil of Ar-Rahman's slaves have been given their due share of pleasure. Majority over minority eh? Let the grim reaper know you aren’t ready to be taken on your ultimate journey when he indeed comes to collect what he has been commanded to. And let it be known that u were with the majority over the minority which you stood so firmly upon. Prepare for transition from the known to the unknown where your bag only carries the deeds that where done by majority and minority.  But majority over minority eh?

Its amazing the turns and twists and full circles that life has in store for us.  As if we got it all figured, and planned out.  Then the things we least expect overtake us and its like back to square one. We plan and plan and yet Ar-Rahman is indeed the best of Planners. The change that has taken place in the past two weeks has increased me in faith, outlook, and comprehension. Initially my appointed enemy made the path seem painful, and untreadable. But the strength bestowed from the Merciful played its told role. Directing and indicating to me, also, the empty portions of my soul that yet still need to be filled with the imaan of my Rabb.

The value of this world in the sight of my Lord is as insignificant as the wing of a fly. Or a pin placed in the ocean and the tiny amount of water that it brings up compared to the rest of the vast ocean. Close to impossible it appears to be practicing this deen, but like Allah says "La u kalyfullahu naf san illa was'a". "Allah burdens not a person beyond his scope".  The pains, struggles, troubles, heartaches and headaches alike, the worries and "depressions" all highlight and measure to the Extent of our capabilities and how far it is that we can push ourselves, But alhamdulillah the road looks clear and the future is what you make of it. With the mercy, guidance, forgiveness, the curing, the sustance, and the elevating of the highest all can be done and all can be overcome. I ask of my Lord to give me the ability and strength and courage to walk upon the guided Way. For Him to firmly place my feet upon the Haqq from Him and the steadfastness to endure all that comes my way. The struggle has been told and the  games called the survival of the most God-fearing. Wow *Sighin* But only if mankind knew before a day overtakes them were wealth, family, nor strength will avail them a thing.

Muslimah I am. Hijabi I am. Ukhti I am. Binti I am. Servant I am. Oppressed you will not find in me. Abused? not Me. Surpressed far from. Proud and tall leaving behind the stares and glares. Know that I am on a duty an ambassador for the best of Wakils. Attitude and culture left sum 1400 yrs behind. Manhandled, mishandled, mistreated and misused? Typical symptoms found not in the agent of God. Cherished and pampered, favoured and elevated the status comes with the gear! Side affects of the passion within, belief playing the extreme anesthetic. I am the muslimah brethren of the muslim. Nourished and cared for under the Great Banner of my Lord!